Emotions

As I said in the previous post, my poems are expressions of my feelings and emotions but it so happens, all my poems seem to be of sadness. So that would mean I’m always sad? Honestly, I think my emotions are kind of screwed up this year. There’s just always a feeling of something bothering. There’s just some things I can never get over I guess.

Well, here’s a poem I wrote a few months back.

One

Once again it crossed my mind,
This one little thought of mine,
Messing up the whole of my heart,
With feelings that I can’t discard,

My thoughts turned a little insane,
Though the rational mind still remain,
Just because of one event,
Cause by a little thing I have done,

Mistakes are made by everyone,
But usually they’d be given a chance,
But not everyone could have this once,
Some not forgiven even through months,

Just this 1 wrong that’s been done,
Though the idea is far from one,
The thoughts alone is far from wrong,
But action matters more than thoughts,

Once again I see a rising sun,
Hoping finally it is real,
Shining away all negative rays,
Letting tomorrow be a better day.

Here’s another poem I wrote a few days back.

Visions Faraway

Countless visions came by,
All in just a short time,
All in just one short year,
Numerous changes had appeared,

Countless changes I can’t comprehend,
That’s forming mindset of becoming a man,
Finding the roads to success,
Finding ways to become the best,

Suddenly there was this day,
I realized my visions were too far away,
They’re thoughts heading the right way,
It’s just none of them are of today,

Viewing far viewing big,
That’s the vision I have for everything,
I tend to forget the nearest things,
All important things I should be doing,

I believe I’m great though I don’t know how,
Yet I feel so useless up till now,
Thought it’s not common that I frown,
It’s not happiness I feel deep down.

Whether it’s happiness or sadness it’s better to express it out than keeping it to yourself. It’s why I chose to write poems. There’s a limit to how much it can help but it’s better than nothing. Of course if you can, be optimistic. One lives a happier life being optimistic. One problem that messes up my emotions is actually thinking too much. It's good to think but there's isn't a need to think about everything.

Thinking could also be bad.

Yu